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I'm sure you are all aware that I do not use DA anymore. If you want to contact me you can add me on skype (natalieceleste12).
I am very very happy to say that I am going to be spending my junior year of high school in Germany. I'm on scholarship from the German Bundestag and United States State Department and I'll be attending a month-long language intervention camp before I move in with a host family. It will be hard, but I'm just so unbelievably happy because I've essentially had my future handed to me. This is the second time in two years that I get to participate in student diplomacy!!! It's strange to think that by this time next year I will be bilingual (all of you are probably laughing at me, but that's a big deal as an American).
I just wanted to update anyone who is still around here on my life. Again, if you want to contact me, add me on skype. I have a fairly active tumblr (music, art, nature-ey type stuff) and if you want to ask me for my URL over skype that's fine.
I am very very happy to say that I am going to be spending my junior year of high school in Germany. I'm on scholarship from the German Bundestag and United States State Department and I'll be attending a month-long language intervention camp before I move in with a host family. It will be hard, but I'm just so unbelievably happy because I've essentially had my future handed to me. This is the second time in two years that I get to participate in student diplomacy!!! It's strange to think that by this time next year I will be bilingual (all of you are probably laughing at me, but that's a big deal as an American).
I just wanted to update anyone who is still around here on my life. Again, if you want to contact me, add me on skype. I have a fairly active tumblr (music, art, nature-ey type stuff) and if you want to ask me for my URL over skype that's fine.
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Hey,
So I think I will be deleting this account relatively soon. All this crazy old stuff that's up on here in no way represents the person that I've become in the last few years and to be honest I find it very embarrassing. There's also stuff about my father on here that I really should not have posted publicly for privacy reasons, but I was thirteen and stupid when I posted it.
If any of you saw the last journal I posted on here, you know that I've been in Germany since August. I can now say confidently that I speak German and I feel like I know a lot more about the world that I live in. I've also formally begun Russian and my eyes are se
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So what I'm working on right now is really just responding better to things and trying to speak less/let the things that come out of my mouth be good things. It's really really hard. A lot of times my immediate reaction to things is anger, and it's not always justified. Sometimes it doesn't even make sense. It's different anger though, like I don't feel like I'm a cat and everyone else is a yarn ball anymore. It's more constructive than just being vindictive and manipulative as i was when my brain was cold soup. I find i get angry because of passion, and passion is really a driving force for most of my decisions.
Helloo
It has really become apparent to me that I am not the same person that I was when i joined this website. I don't think any of you are still the same people you were when i first met you either. I know that i have made so many changes for the better and become a far better person than i was. At sixteen I know that I'm more interesting, more insightful, more intelligent, and kinder than I was at thirteen. Not everything is perfect of course, but what matters is the growth. I am no longer holding myself back from my goals. I guess I'll just fill you guys in on my goings on now??
My grades are really awesome. I'm putting in a lot of effort and I
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I've been happier this summer than I have been for the past four years. I'm not sleeping for fourteen hours a day anymore (9 AM is such a wonderful time of day!) and I'm finding it commonplace for me to find joy in small things (like these chili pepper shaped rainbow twinkle lights at a restaurant I went to with Hanna). I've made new friends, and more importantly i finally understand what I really want out of friendship and what my social limitations are. Mags and I continue to be like two peas in a pod (I know she reads all of these so I'm just going to put it out there that she changed her hair from purple to dark blue and it looks amazing)
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