So what I'm working on right now is really just responding better to things and trying to speak less/let the things that come out of my mouth be good things. It's really really hard. A lot of times my immediate reaction to things is anger, and it's not always justified. Sometimes it doesn't even make sense. It's different anger though, like I don't feel like I'm a cat and everyone else is a yarn ball anymore. It's more constructive than just being vindictive and manipulative as i was when my brain was cold soup. I find i get angry because of passion, and passion is really a driving force for most of my decisions.