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I have not been on here in forever. I just thought too much about what dA really is, and it made me not want to be on here.
I do want to talk about some stuff though.

One of my dear friends is spending her last weekend of middle school locked up in the mental ward of the hospital. She's scared shitless, and I want to be there for her, but they took away her phone and she's not allowed to have visitors. I'm not  the only person who knows, but I feel like I'm the only one who cares. At school people just shrug it off and don't think about what that's probably like for her. I want to cry because I just want so badly to be there, but I really can't.

A lot of stuff that I was not aware of has been coming to light recently. One of my chums told me that Renee talks about how much of a bitch I am on a regular basis. They also talked about how delusional and self-obsessed she is, so it didn't sting very much, but wow. WOW. A male friend of mine has a massive crush on me, but I told him off the other day because I couldn't deal with him anymore. He liked me for the reasons no one should ever like anybody. Apparently I'm a "mysterious and interesting" person. My aunt married a man because he was, "mysterious and interesting". They got a divorce. You have to like people for what you know about them, not for what you don't know about them.

My parents mentioned a couple of weeks ago how they don't actually love each other anymore and they got married too young. It really stung, but at least they're pretty nice to each other most of the time. I sort of already knew. The way my parents talk about memories of Italy and New York... I could tell. They both had this look in their eyes like, "remember when we loved each other? We were so naive." I just wish my house wasn't a testament to this. Italy, Italy, Italy. My mom's time in Hungary, Germany, Czech Republic, and Austria. My dad's year in Spain. Iraq, Pakistan... This place is over flowing with artifacts from the places they went when they loved each other. It's like I'm choking on my parents' pasts.

I want school to be over so badly, only one more week.

I'll be heading to Japan on June 4th.... that will be insane.

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I am a borderline psychotic self proclaimed genius with a caffine addiction. I speak my mind and have my own personal Natalie anti-fanclub beacause of it. My deviations will mostly consist of photography stories and poems. I'm a part of LGBT communtity, an otaku, a hipster, and a dog-lover. I don't think i really have the skills to become an artist or a novelist, but i have a love for ocean science that will probably take me places. My favorite things in the world are writing, drama club, Arcade Fire, Alt rock, art, butterflies and moths, aquatic life, anime, vocaloid, metric, passion pit, John Green Books, Vlogbrothers, books, and PostSecret (google it).

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"I spent so long feeling guilty, feeling ashamed of my sadness, and you know what? It just made me sadder. You are allowed to be sad, you are allowed to be angry, you're allowed to be depressed. We all deserve to feel our own sadness in our own time.
Something you will have heard before - you deserve to be happy. That, of course, is not always easy to hear, especially in the depths of depression - so let me add something. You deserve to be happy - but you don't have to be happy right now or all the time.
It is okay to be sad, it's okay to not be ready to be happy yet. One day you will be ready to recover - that day doesn't have to be today or even tomorrow, as long as you know and trust me that it will come.
It's okay not to be okay."

"Wouldn't it be sad if a child's pool were enough to imprison you?"

“Everyone makes mistakes. The wise are not people who never make mistakes, but those who forgive themselves and learn from their mistakes.”

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~TeaPartyAtTheMalfoys Apr 11, 2013  Student General Artist
thanks for the fave!
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~LadyTinuz Mar 26, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks a lot for the +watch!
I really appreciate it. :)
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~ReverseImaku Mar 15, 2013  Student General Artist
ffff wish i could add you

its sugoii obama lol
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Sugoii Obama?

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HOW BOUT THAT!
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Thank you very much for the favorites on my snow globes. ^_^
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~Silver-Moonling Feb 23, 2013  Student Artisan Crafter
Thankies for teh Fav! ^~^
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